trust issues

who am i to trust
one who you love or lust
havin honesty is a must
so leave lie and bullshit in the dust
i kno ive had anger issues in the past
but i was only tryin to make the relationship last
even tho you was actin so fast (not towards me)
all the pain and suffering has passed
wen i say actin fast thats wen you started my painful clash
i gave you my heart and you left a great big gash
the pain was so great but you would never tell
damn baby i literally went through hell
my ultimate fear from you has come true
you left me lyin there black and blue
but thru all dat i still have my ultimate goal
which is havin you even at the superbowl
no one will love you quite like me
the only one for me is Kay-Be
but you do like to keep secrets and hide
this is somethin i can no longer let slide
even that business with lloyd i couldnt take
everyone includin him turned up fake
all i ask for is no more lies
cuz if you make you are watchin my heart as it dies
please dont take offense of my question who are you with
cuz i dont want you secretly pleedin the fifth
im jus here to protect you
cuz baby thats wat im here to do
i promise im workin on my trust issues
so please dont give up and make me bust out with the tissues
wen your readin this please dont get mad, sad, or hurt
cuz im not tryin to make you feel like dirt
i need a hero, so be mine like kirk
on this poem, beat or any nigga ill mirk
so anyway you left me damaged like chris brown
but importantly im still around
so baby jus give time to pick myself up
like ginger wen she was jus a pup
so ill end this by sayin i love you more than you'll ever know
jus like your teddy bear say our love for each other will do nothing but grow